CHAKRADHARI

I never thought she will do this. i never thought this end will come to her life. how can she do this to vanya, yes she named her inanimate friend........(and she closes me, her only friend why is she going to do this with herself) AFTER SOME TIME SHE REGAINS HER STRENGTH FOR THIS FINAL DECISION SHE IS GOING TO TAKE. SHE OPENS ME BACK AND STARTS WRITING ABOUT HER LAST DAY. "Today i am writing this for the last time for the day of ending, am not able to explain what i want to do and why i want to do, i suffered alot this year he left me he broke the 5 year of relationship of marriage and what was my fault in this i dont know why He did this to me but more painful for me is this day when i am going to end my relatonship with this diary too..... when am going to end this months of relationship with this diary and this life but i have too..... i cant anylonger keep writing my pain in this diary i cant keep wetting its pages, i cant cry anymore." "I

Lolita was really a brave girl, a girl who fought with the devil's inside her and made out of the world of which she no longer considered herself to be a part of but she was afraid of the things that she will never ever confront to anyone coz they might not understand what she was going through after the downfall of her life and the  decisions she still repente. She was full of fighting spirit that I can see in her eyes the way she used to represent herself in front of the people who might judge her of what she was. Thrown in to the garbage of this wealthy world  where emotions of one are their own burden to take and no one finds themselves to be guilty of the pain they cause to others by their actions..She was being taught to be the same as them or just remain in this pile of garbage and continue to be picked up at their will and be used and thrown again and again back from where she started. But, the devil's she faught with, devil's which resides in her mind  were actu