MOURNING THE SELF- NEW NORMAL
I know I am a loser ..he cried within shaking the ocean of thoughts he was drowning since the day he realized how alone and mischievous he was to himself because of the thoughts which kept choking him alive but dint ever let him die. I don't know what to do ...he screamed so loud that his voice shriveled in the darkness of his mind which kept him captivated all these years longing to survive the hellfire of his own mind. I know am a fool ....he tried to justify his all mistakes but deep down he knows he is not made for the things he wants, deeds he longs to do but never accomplished because he knows he is not complete in his own image. you are a guy you cant cry.. ....when did the emotions, felling got stereotyped why why why why ... he asked himself again and again why he can't be normal...why he can't be happy with himself why he can't be complete? let me end this pain..... let me.... for once..... he cried or he tried to cry but his tears are not in sync with his m