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I WAS ALREADY DEAD

it was late at night, whole room was filled with darkness, darkness was not only in the room but in her heart too which made her hollow from inside, I was looking through the small window of a room located in nowhere, I saw a girl of 5. lying down on the bed facing  the window through which she was looking at me with questions in her eyes..... she screamed at me if i can move the seas then why i cant move people, why i cant make them do good deeds. if  i can bring big waves touching the seas shore why cant i make the wave of harmony touch their heart? SHE ASKED ME IF I WAS DEAD? WHY I WAS SO EMOTIONLESS? WHY I SEE EVERYTHING AND STILL SHINES SHE INSTANLTLY GETS HOLD ON HER VOICE AFRAID IF SOMEONE MAY HEAR HER I was firecely red that night on my incompetency. she laid down looking at the moon through the window, holding her cretch so tightly whenever any sound will pierce her ears, she will shrivel up with the fear, the fear of losing his father. he left in morning a...

AN ORPHAN PARENT

ROUND ROUND ROUND ROUND” Looking at the ceiling fan while lying on his bed rajbir wonders, we too keep running round and round and round for money and success but our run never end just like this fan….. “BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP “ The sound of machines which doctors say are supporting his life are his personal opera, no wonder he didn't choose to buy ticket for this…. 30 days of nonstop medications,tubes piercing his body day and night..Doctors finally said he is FINE and will be soon discharged. But don't know why he dont believe them...Today he is continously staring at fan and  won't turn his eyes even if someone calls him…. He can feel his heart pounding,heaviness on his chest crushing him and tears in eyes running along his cheek dripping upon his shirt….shirt his child brought for him…. “HE NEVER LET US CHANGE HIS SHIRT” How rudely this young nurse complained to the doctor. She don't know the warmth he can feel in this shirt which his son hand-p...