CHAKRADHARI

What's there to laugh... Eh.... Hey... Stoppp....  He told the little girl sitting on pavement along with him...  "Everyone makes mistakes... Eh... I dint know that... Stones carved to bricks, shoven together to walk upon are so good for sitting"... He spoke while sniffing his hands for any roadside fragrance... " Naaah am good"...  "You should watch carefully and walk".. Said the girl...  Guy.-" Don't you know big mountains do fail... " Little Girl: you mean fall??  Guy- yes  yes.. What else did I say... Little girl- nah you did nothing wrong.. . Except falling over your own litter.. She looked at him rolling her eyes up...  Guy- um well yes my name is gabi...  Little girl-.. Are you drunk?...  Guy- me?... Yes am good!!  Little girl- there is a thing called answering a question!!  Gabi- yeah....  Little girl- so you are sane.... But avoiding the quite the obvious answers to questions uncomfortable to you!!  Gabi- wait what!! Am I in meet

Hey...its me barge...yeah look here..on the wall….not at the ceiling...no a little down...next to this mirror… yes its me… yeah that my new place..i don’t know why i am displaced from my last place...it was good...no am not complaining though…. Oh sorry!!! I forgot to introduce myself… oh yes you are thinking i told my name...but is it enough to get introduced...like that down here...yes look down when i say so...dont be so foolish...yes see. That’s dog...but which dog..a happy dog or sad dog...or just a dog dog…. You will know about it only if i tell you right...well am not so happy barge..yeah what else you want a soft toy to tell you...han...or even tell you anything at all han…. Umm.. yeah that’s enough i think to tell you about me…. Oh you thinking about how i look? Well hey, i look like a soft toy….. Am not being mean to you,but give the little toy some space okay. And that in front of me sitting on the couch is ronnie…. Yes he used to play with me and then his children played wi

I know I am a loser ..he cried within shaking the ocean of thoughts he was drowning since the day he realized how alone and mischievous he was to himself because of the thoughts which kept choking him alive but dint ever let him die.  I don't know what to do  ...he screamed so loud that his voice shriveled in the darkness of his mind which kept him captivated all these years longing to survive the hellfire of his own mind. I know am a fool ....he tried to justify his all mistakes but deep down he knows he is not made for the things he wants, deeds he longs to do but never accomplished because he knows he is not complete in his own image. you are a guy you cant cry.. ....when did the emotions, felling got stereotyped why why why why ... he asked himself again and again why he can't be normal...why he can't be happy with himself why he can't be complete? let me end this pain..... let me.... for once..... he cried or he tried to cry but his tears are not in sync with his m