BUT THE MOTHERHOOD SURVIVED

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This is about a mother who wakes up in nights because she had to abort her daughter to save her  own life...


I woke up in the night, saw her in my sight
She wore a dress, beautiful enough to take away stress
I longed for her touch , she leaned and made hunch
Her eyes were wet, her pain made me sweat
Marks on her face, made my heart race
Her face was bright, but she never saw the light
Darkness of my womb turned to her tomb
I begged for my life when she was killed with knife
I slaughtered my child now turning me wild
Motherhood secured but mother was killed

I woke up in the night saw her in my sight
Who was I? To vanish her living right

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