CHAKRADHARI

it was late at night, whole room was filled with darkness, darkness was not only in the room but in her heart too which made her hollow from inside, I was looking through the small window of a room located in nowhere, I saw a girl of 5. lying down on the bed facing  the window through which she was looking at me with questions in her eyes..... she screamed at me if i can move the seas then why i cant move people, why i cant make them do good deeds. if  i can bring big waves touching the seas shore why cant i make the wave of harmony touch their heart? SHE ASKED ME IF I WAS DEAD? WHY I WAS SO EMOTIONLESS? WHY I SEE EVERYTHING AND STILL SHINES SHE INSTANLTLY GETS HOLD ON HER VOICE AFRAID IF SOMEONE MAY HEAR HER I was firecely red that night on my incompetency. she laid down looking at the moon through the window, holding her cretch so tightly whenever any sound will pierce her ears, she will shrivel up with the fear, the fear of losing his father. he left in morning a...

I SEE EVERYTHING I  see everything, the brutal marks of marriage on a brides face, tears of loneliness on clowns face, cooks growling with hunger,  poverty of rich’s hearts.I have seen a girl being torn for her beauty, a guy being bullied for his wisdom I have seen people enjoying  death and mourning births And laughing on others pain.I have been a friend to lonely, an audience of socio-phobic,auditioned a struggling actor.  there is nothing which is hidden from the mirror. I SEE EVERYTHING She(maid of the house) entered the room following her mother trying to hold on to the end of her saree to pace with her looking up at her with tears about to flow from her eyes.She looks at her hopelessly while  mother sets up the dining table. I can sense the rush in this moment.this little child trying to pace up with an adult busy in her chore. She merely matches the height of table. I can see her eyes just above the edge of the table staring at dinner plates w...

ROUND ROUND ROUND ROUND” Looking at the ceiling fan while lying on his bed rajbir wonders, we too keep running round and round and round for money and success but our run never end just like this fan….. “BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP “ The sound of machines which doctors say are supporting his life are his personal opera, no wonder he didn't choose to buy ticket for this…. 30 days of nonstop medications,tubes piercing his body day and night..Doctors finally said he is FINE and will be soon discharged. But don't know why he dont believe them...Today he is continously staring at fan and  won't turn his eyes even if someone calls him…. He can feel his heart pounding,heaviness on his chest crushing him and tears in eyes running along his cheek dripping upon his shirt….shirt his child brought for him…. “HE NEVER LET US CHANGE HIS SHIRT” How rudely this young nurse complained to the doctor. She don't know the warmth he can feel in this shirt which his son hand-p...

She was walking quietly on a LONELY road in the most busy market of the city  feeling nothing , no  connection to the fleshes roaming around her, relating her self to the stones paved into a road who  bears the weight of people stepping on it but is connected to no one, she is made of flesh carved into the stone that can't appreciate the breeze, for her it is just a hindrance from being confined in her own small world,she don't even have any right to set it's boundaries. She is now standing under the same tree which  is offering his services to her as an umbrella,a guard for  several weeks,the only thing made by lord who she actually thinks to have some life,some courtesy to offer something without any expectation of anything in return. I can see smile on her face,like a ray of light trying to pierce the dark clouds but failing again and again to  win  the fight of its existence. Every time a car honks her body shivers,constricts her soul,shears...

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Ok!!  Am an Indian and hurray saints are next to gods right....Oh wait saints charged for murder,rapes,kidnapping,theft......bullshit!! Even then they are THE SAINTS It means we don't care what you did in past or what are you doing....You wore a Choga.....Man!!! YOU WILL BE RESPECTED Why don't media understands saint or baba are the NOUNS not the VERBS Don't say BABA is arrested.... Can't you Sat Mr. X who by profession is a BABA is arrested... Our dear next to God Baba's are travelling in Jaguar......Asking for people to leave this materialistic world..THE MOH MAYA Seriously man you raped a girl.....And ask for respecting girls from your followers...What is it? paying respects to her corpse after you fulfilled your desires with her body and telling her family she reached the ultimate truth....She reached the ultimate level of harassment by a BABA..... Wait dammit he is baba how can be he wrong? He didn't raped a girl he was just helping in deflowering ...

This is about a mother who wakes up in nights because she had to abort her daughter to save her  own life... I woke up in the night, saw her in my sight She wore a dress, beautiful enough to take away stress I longed for her touch , she leaned and made hunch Her eyes were wet, her pain made me sweat Marks on her face, made my heart race Her face was bright, but she never saw the light Darkness of my womb turned to her tomb I begged for my life when she was killed with knife I slaughtered my child now turning me wild Motherhood secured but mother was killed I woke up in the night saw her in my sight Who was I? To vanish her living right